9 October 2005 - THE FIRST TUNING COMPETITION I SAW

TUNING FINAL- MY FAIR LADY

With no doubt one of the most stunning car I have ever seen with my own eyes... extremely beautiful.

I also met a wonderful guy. I hope we will become friends.

NOTHING

I can't do anything. I can't go to the police and say "he was making fun out of me thus I slapped him and he hit me back and grabbed my wrists till pain saying he would break my neck if I did it again". I can't go to the police and say " I am worn out, fed up with him messing the house leaving dirt everywhere. And if i complain he laughs at me." I can't kick him out. I am alone and noone can do it for me. I feel like killing him. I want him out. I cannot bear all this anyomore. I cannot bear him saying he hopes I die. I cannot bear him anymore at all.

Tears fall down in silence. In silence I scream, In silence I cry.

Hope in my heart...

Yesterday i went With Malit and Vanilla to a pub that is soo cool, like a wild forest, with King Kong and all! ^_^ I enjoyed myself sooo much! But it was also quite expensive... oh well never mind!